a morsel of hope can be the biggest thing in the world

I cried when I hugged Abi this morning.

Yes! I cry stupid!

It was my first day doing the commute thing, and luckily, the person in front and next to me were smelling quite sensational! Good thing I didn't hurl and ruined my perfectly washed and ironed uniform because it would be hell to go back home and change. I arrived at 7:15 with the least enthusiasm to go to class, since I failed to finish my philo outline. Oh dear. I think my pursuit for high grades died when I moved out of the dorm.

I shall forever be a resident of room 22! Hehe. My room mate texted me and told me that they hung a sign "No Vacancy" just in case someone wanted my bed. Hehe. Cute, in fairness. My despair multiplies the more I think about not seeing them everyday, and it's getting severe because I always think about that. I actually feel like I just broke up with someone. Multiply that by three. It's awful. But don't worry Kimbot. I have managed to pull together my remaining happiness + energy for living. Hehe. I'm not going to commit suicide! Hehe. I still have you... and my friends who love and care. Thanks. :)